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[Oct. 4th, 2009|01:26 am] |
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incomplete |
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[Oct. 1st, 2009|09:34 pm] |
It's all over. It's all gone
Gone.
Forever.
Im wandering down the streets of hell. |
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[Oct. 1st, 2009|11:07 am] |
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hi friend. where were you when i needed you so badly. |
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[Oct. 1st, 2009|09:53 am] |
J: what are you doing?
F: Reading gossip girl.
J: which one? there's a lot..
F: You know you love me.
J: Yeah.. I do.. :)
That was the first time you told me you love me. I kept that day edged in every corner of my mind. It was a special day, very special day indeed.
It was the start of something new. |
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[Oct. 1st, 2009|12:13 am] |
I'm moving on and letting go.
Goodbye to you.
Goodbye to forever and always. Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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[Sep. 17th, 2009|10:34 pm] |
Do you ever wonder where you'd be if at some critical moment, when you needed it the most, your friends weren't there for you?
i'm letting go and moving on. |
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[Sep. 14th, 2009|08:38 pm] |
Sometimes people play hard to get to know if the other persons feelings are real. Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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[Sep. 13th, 2009|08:40 pm] |
Sailing today. Burnt beyond recognition. This Was all due to my stubborness and stupidity. Well, I wanted a cool tan line. But now, it's all just GROSS! Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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[Sep. 12th, 2009|06:39 am] |
Feeling nostalgic :( I miss kc, kc guides and the ij way of life :( ( Blah. ) |
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[Sep. 11th, 2009|05:06 pm] |
Today was a good day. Went to the sailing centre, enjoyed the awesome breeze, did some checking of the equipment. The uncles there are freaking nice. They remind me of the one stop centre uncles in sembawang. God, I miss sembawang and the lala bridge and TJ and the c squaddies :( rawr. On a lighter note, I'm really excited for tomorrows training :> heehee. I just hope the wind and current isn't too strong for me or else I will suffer. Haha. I'm going to try to be strong and move on. I'm going to try new stuff to keep my mind off stuff. Oh and btw, did I mention to you that I've got bangs now? Heehee Toodles! Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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[Sep. 8th, 2009|03:49 pm] |
I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be OK
The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holding on, I'm holding on, I'm holding on,
I'm barely holding on to you
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[Sep. 8th, 2009|03:07 pm] |
no one understand how it feels to have their heart broken.
Everyone tells me to move on and let it go. But there's this itsy bitsy teeny weeny tiny hope in me, and that voice which tells me that he still loves me and not to give up too easily. But i'm tired and exhausted of waiting. I feel so hurt every day. I'm tired of putting up a fake smile and telling everyone that i'm ok. To tell you the truth, I'm not okay. I haven't been okay for a very long time. I do things to keep my mind off you. But when i go to sleep, everything just rushes back to me. The past, memories, will never be forgotten. ever,
I was cleaning my room. I was clearing all the junk i stumble upon the coke bottle filled with sand which you attempted to make layers of different coloured sand. I still remember the day you showed me your sored fingers after trying to put the cap back on. And then i started tearing. I found all the letters you wrote for me. And every letter ended with "You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. I do not ever want to lose you. I will never ever let you go. Always&Forever". sigh. that made my heart ached all over again. and i started crying. profusely.
i remembered Alaska. I remembered little boat in the sea. I remember husky. I remembered forever. I remember how we use to look forwarrd to the end of NDP. I remember how I used to lie on your shoulder listening to your music. I remembered our secret rendezvous. I remember the day you shaved your head. I remember the day we talked till 3 in the morning. I remember every Christmas i used to wait till your mass was over and i remember the day we went Christmas shopping together. I remember the day you first held my hand. I remember the day you first kissed me on the cheek and then on my lips. i remember the kc bus stop and the scouts meeting. I remember the time we chased each other around my house trying to spray one another with a smelly perfume. I remember the day i sprayed water all over your scout uniform. I remember the day i sneaked you into my house. I remember the day you skipped mass and i skipped medusa just so we can spent time together. I remember all our heart-to-heart talks. I remember the day you played more than words for me. I remember lying on the breakwater. i remember the times we used to watch horror movies and you would act all manly but i know you're just as scared because i could feel your hand grip tighter or you would just jump. haha. i remember the day we wrote our to-do-list. There's just too much memories between you and me. I do not know how to move on.
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[Sep. 1st, 2009|04:53 pm] |
Love is patient.
Love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered. It keeps no record of wrong.
Love does not delight in evil.
But rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hope and always persevere.
Love never fails.
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[Aug. 28th, 2009|09:43 am] |
Nathan: And my hearts racing too.
Nathan: this is how I feel when I'm around you, Haley. Naley. They remind me of you and me.
Always&Forever Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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[Aug. 26th, 2009|08:08 pm] |
Look in my eyes and you will find me, but look in my heart and you will find you. |
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